Originally Posted by lipe (Post 22493583)

Originally Posted by junior_cannibal (Post 22493630)

The beauty of this forum is, it's like that small black diary of ours, the one we write all those dark secrets of ours. Instead of letting them stay deep in our hearts, we write about them.
As a reader, do we really need to care if its a fiction or true story? So what if its real, do what if its fiction?
If there's a victim, it's Eric. For being dumb and blur, he still shouldn't deserve to be fooled in thinking the girl is his, and to raise her like his own.
I recalled reading a Singapore news that a man found out the three children he thought he had with his wife were not his, worst, the three children's fathers were not the same.
Bro Gog, thanks for the story. Hope you no longer CIP anymore. Unless the person is a eligible lady that's your real gf or wife.

Originally Posted by Anonyabc (Post 22493641)

Thanks gog.

I not gonna spoiler my own story also since I am still writing (albeit slowly).

But thanks again for sharing part of your life. I not going to ask real or not la, chinese got say 戏如人生. Sometimes what seems least believable is stranger than fiction.

Originally Posted by coolmanspooky (Post 22493658)

Just curious does the kid has the same blood group of either Janice or Eric?

Originally Posted by 178noobnoob (Post 22493933)

Thanks bro for the awesome experience!
Hope everything is well on your end. :)

Originally Posted by Anonyabc (Post 22494005)

I always read ur nickname as 178boobboob

Originally Posted by want0nmee (Post 22494060)

because you are always on the look out of boobs. haha.
please carry on your story too... :)

and thanks to TS for the 8 months of story.
i assume the kid is around 3-4 yrs old now, and since she has grow up. gt some sign of features that look like you ma?

are you still in r/s with penny & the rest?

Originally Posted by Anonyabc (Post 22494110)

shhh dun sexpose me la...

...sorry ah recently work busy and my mood up and down, not easy for me to continue my story...I try okok...

Originally Posted by linabubbles (Post 22494178)

idk how to up your points. But nice write up TS

Originally Posted by embracez (Post 22494559)

Great Story and sharing

Appreciate you penning this down

So after the breakup, you didn’t go back to Lindi or Penny?
Any other Part 2 to start a new thread?

Originally Posted by junior_cannibal (Post 22494597)

My guess, Lindi and Penny were still ongoing. However, they ain't worthy for Gog to write just about them.
Afterall, Lindi is a slutty MILF while Penny is just a boring SYT.

Originally Posted by Chess (Post 22494701)

I had been following your life experience and enjoyed storyline, Sadly it had come to the END,

How is Penny, you still in contact for with her for more excitement and train her up?

Upz for your wonderful story.

Originally Posted by Ninto (Post 22494836)

Chance upon this thread many months back. Been lurking and reading the ‘installments’ like it was a weekly anime episode release. Now it’s come to an end, have one less thing to read, but cool story!

Originally Posted by Anonyabc (Post 22494110)

shhh dun sexpose me la...

...sorry ah recently work busy and my mood up and down, not easy for me to continue my story...I try okok...

Originally Posted by guyorgirl (Post 22493176)

Last part of the chapter.

Wanted to go out but stayed home to finish proof-reading and vetting it. A load off my mind, I guess.



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J(anice): Thank you for the friendship, thank you for being there for me. Thank you for the memories...

My heart ached as she said those words. This is it. She has made up her mind.





gog: Promise me. You will take care of yourself, love the child as your Eric and yours, and always be happy. Promise me you will never hurt yourself and always put your family first.

J: I will, I like children, remember?

She managed a weak smile and laughter while trying to wipe her tears from the face. The pain is real. So real.







J: Take care of yourself. We'll always be friends and colleagues and ... and ... and... Christian brother and sister.

How can it be ever the same, we crossed the line already... saying these only makes it hurt more instead of soothing our aching hearts. I looked down and couldn't reply.

Janice got up and left. I didn't dare to go after her. It's futile, her mind's made up. Doing anything more will only hurt her further. I love her too much to hurt her. Abruptly and suddenly as we started through her emotional state of mind after a failed IVF, it ended just as abruptly with her body's hormonal changes due to pregnancy.

I should have used a condom that day at her place when she got home. This is the last time she stepped into my house.






Our meet ups alone reduced severely as we were now uncomfortable, we no longer go for lunch together alone anymore too. A drastic change in my life and hers. Me coming home, alone in the car, quiet house. My bed unmessed by her constant pulling of the blanket to cover herself and more...oh how much I missed her, how much I missed the time ... now, all is gone.

Her tummy started showing and the girls in office were excited. She could no longer 'hide' and all of them were doting over her and caring for her talking about family starting and congratulating her.





P(ortia): Should get gog to be the baby's godfather!!!

W(an) L(eng): Yeah lor you all so good friends!

The remarks didn't help but only place a heavier heart on me. We joked, we laughed, but the child IS mine... why godfather and not father?






Our bible study group also finally noticed the bump and her maternity wear was coming in. Cheers and prayers with well wishes arose. Applauses, presents, everything good just kept coming to Janice.

Eric also became more attentive, trying to pick Janice up daily, sending her to work. I can see he really loves her. I was the third party, turning myself away from this triangle relationship is right. Why hurt 3+1 people, when only I needed to be hurt?

Janice started distancing herself from me where possible, we were no longer 'close' close, but still talk casually when we bump into each other at pantry or in church.

She'd show her baby scans during BS and would gently, purposely show them to me while her eyes looked soft and looking at appreciation to me. It was her way of showing me our child is growing healthy and a means to comfort me and keep me updated on her pregnancy. I could only see the images and be glad in a way.

Like a taiwan soap opera show that drags 1000 - 2000 episodes. Indirectly, I watched Janice get bigger and more radiant with our child in her and also got updated by the process and growth of the child. Painful? Yeah, it was. Having a kid that will never call me daddy. Fling gone wrong? Yeah, and maybe no. Didn't really go wrong. It went well for Janice & Eric at least.

When Janice was due and gave birth, I wanted to run down and be the first to carry the baby. Eric dropped me a message excitedly:







E(ric): HER WATER BROKE!

gog: Congratulations bro! Faster! Bring her to the hospital!

I never got to accompany Janice to her gynecologists' check ups, and I will never be there for the birth as well. I purposely went on the 2nd day after the child was born with office colleagues during lunch instead of the first day. I was excited, but I'm 'nobody'.

I wanted to hold the baby asap but I had to fake unwillingness to hold my own baby and waited for people to carry her before passing the baby to me. Janice just looked at me when I carried her. I had to hold my tears of joy.

Wasn't fun at all hearing people mention how close the dad (Eric) and baby looked alike. I was looking at Janice whose eyes were sparkling with joy and pain. Watching her happy made me happy. We've broken up for 6 months now. It was a long time, but Janice is all good now. She smiled when I carried little gog.







gog: Hey, Eric, what's her name?

E: It's XXXX, because she brings us joy, our child!

It was then finally I came to realization that it was really over 6 months ago. I'm holding on for naught and telling myself I'm alright but actually I was not. Sexually satisfied but emotionally not. Held my girl abit longer and returned her to Janice.

Finally, walked out of the Thomson Medical Center room without further burdens. Should have let go long ago. The best thing I can do now is to be a good friend and take care of my little girl in different ways. Did I drop tears? Yes, I am sure I cried that day at the hospital - alone. Pretty sure I did that in the toilet.

Christmas presents, birthday presents etc. I made it a point never to go out with my girl with or without Janice around. I would refer to her as Janice's child, never talking to Janice and using the term 'our' child and in any way that could jeopardize her family.

She's a cute little toddler, I gaurantee if you meet her, she will really make snappy come backs at times like Janice. 100% from Janice's factory. Hope she won't be as glibbed tongue as me. I pray often for her not to be sad and/or put in the same position as me and Janice.

Everybody likes to fuck, be it FL, ML, FBs or even married ladies, but when it comes to your own, I'm sure you worry about them. Same for me.

She's in nursery school now. I never saw her first crawl, and never saw her first day at school. All the 'firsts', were never mine.

THE END

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Will post the Epilogue soon.

Originally Posted by monger02 (Post 22495818)

Thanks for the exciting yet relatable story.
My only question - how is Penny doing now?

Originally Posted by junior_cannibal (Post 22495270)

Bro Gog, you are likely to be the one and only, not KNNBCCB, but one and only TS that bothers to check on the typo, grammar..
TBH, unless the written language is really CMI until cannot understand what the TS is trying to write, most of us would be fine.
Good effort. Applause.

Originally Posted by want0nmee (Post 22495422)

dun worry. just take your time

Originally Posted by stinger1 (Post 22495445)

Ok Bro Gog thanks for storytime. The Penny outcome was of course predictable, and as for Janice, I would say that since you are still somewhat in touch (along with a shared "jewel") that story has not seen the end as yet. Time will tell.

But seriously, the biggest question needing to be answered here is...whatever happened with Milly?!?!?! Enquiring minds wanna know...:D

Originally Posted by big wood (Post 22495454)

Thanks really nice the whole story 😀

Originally Posted by Mahjong23 (Post 22495642)

How about the stewardess mindy that you met while on plane back from BKK? Any juicy story to share?

Originally Posted by Mahjong23 (Post 22495646)

How about mindy the stewardess?

Originally Posted by Zax51 (Post 22495711)

Withdrawal symptoms already...

Hopefully we get a sequel on Mindy...

Originally Posted by monger02 (Post 22495818)

Thanks for the exciting yet relatable story.
My only question - how is Penny doing now?

Originally Posted by Chess (Post 22496955)

"It's s 4 years tryst, there will be an ending. I warned you all already leh. LOL, if it's fiction I probably can write like no tomorrow just keep extending and describe each fucking to full 100% detail, that should take 20-30 years to 'finish'.

As for Penny, no, gone like the wind suddenly as the wind suddenly appeared. Got married I heard, not sure was it because her boyfriend raw her and got her pregnant. I'm fine with her suddenly disappearing. I'm never going to marry her anyway.

She's too green in sex. I don't find joy in teaching her like I do to Janice. I'm not sure why... maybe because I don't love her?"

Thank you for reading

Originally Posted by Kamehameha123 (Post 22497022)

This is such a nice story.

Be strong and looking forward to any update in the future if there is any.

Any story with the air steward ah?

Originally Posted by timeliness (Post 22497285)

Thanks for completing the story with Janice, albeit with one loose end to tie up.. where's Milly? 😂

Originally Posted by nsunny (Post 22497841)

Thank you TS for the lovely and amazing story. In life, we win some, we lose some. Be thankful that you have such lovely relationship with Janice while keeping her innocent reputation intact in the church throughout the affair and at the end of it.