I'm not a gay nor les but I do admit that I tried to "behave" like a guy to protect myself
Felt sad that my hubby did that as he seems a good guy
We are married for 7 years but no kids, tried ivf, tcm but also not successful
I know he wants so badly to be a father
Perhaps he missed his exs

the contradiction is when I did wrong I expect his forgiveness but when he did wrong I can't accept it.