[Iryiris]

Let me vent abit off right here. Because if i don't do that, I'm afraid i will really hit people. It getting on my nerves til i snapped again. Sorry if my incident are all filled up with vulgarities cos, that's how i feel right now! Arrrgghhh!

Just back from my bro's place. My bro sent us home and came up for some drinks. My dad asked my bro how to access to YouTube to TV. You guys know for what reason? Nope, not to watch varieties, movies, MV or whatever. To watch turf club. If some don't know what it means, you can google or to be straight to the point, it to watch horse racing. Immediately my brain went 'WTF'! My bro didn't know how to function it to the TV as afterall, he don't stay with us. My dad was started to behave agitated as my bro couldn't find what he wanted. So i came out from my room (I already overheard and was not very happy to be honest). So i went over and took over the remote and typed 'turf club'. While i typing, i asked my dad why he wants to watch this. He been using his another HP to watch the racing so i don't understand why he kept wanting to watch from TV. He started to get agitated again and talked loudly to me. Saying, why i need to be so 大惊小怪 (making a fuss) it not he is watching RA on TV. I was started to feel the fire within me. I answered him sarcastically that if he wants, i can let type the porn site he wants and let him watch. In my mind i was thinking, KNN, been watching porn now and then from his LJ phone already still wanna watch on TV. I felt like answered him, now he can't zhua leo (pee) properly already still wanna zhua xiao (shoot sperm) meh cb. My bro asked him that is it he gambles back already, if not why need to watch. He felt more agitated this time and said loudly no, I didn't gambled already! I can't watch for fun meh. You all why making a fuss out of nothing. I told him got or not, he knows it deep inside, i wouldn't wanna exposed him out. My bro told him back that it up to him, anything goes wrong, don't come and bother us anymore. I agreed with my bro saying ya lor, that's nothing we can do. See? A fucking leopard won't changed it fucking spots. I almost on the verge to give him a punch across his fucking face already. He gives nothing but fucking trouble! It not i don't allow him to watch that racing. The problem is he gambles too. do you guys know that will lead to more serious issue. I went to the kitchen feeling damn hot. My mom was in the kitchen. I was mumbling knn just another fucker. My mom was like, it already late, don't argue. I telling her, he said he didn't gambled. Seriously, he didn't? My cb let him fuck ah Knn. It really pissing me off! If he is loaded, i won't even care. The pro is, whatever allowance he has, he will throw all in to gamble. Seriously and honestly, i fucking HATE GAMBLERS! My ex bf was also a gambler. Why I'm in this field initially? Due to and thanks to him. And what it leads to? Leads to i have to bear all criticism on me from people who think their bucks are fucking big. 1 thing is, these people who think themselves so great, came out from Singapore's pussies too. Unless they don't. If so, i would advise them to shut their cb mouths up and stop criticise other gals who just wanna make a living.

Sorry if i sound rude or offensive, whatever u call it la. I on fire now, i think if i have chopper, i definitely will conduct a murder case. I just voicing out what i wanna say. If people wanna make nasty remarks be it it's me or other gals, make sure they can take it too if others criticise them too. I don't think i at fault. That's no fire if that's ain't smokes. Ok, enough of my ranting. I need to take a rest as i rather look forward to my gatherings with my dear friends tomorrow. Goodnight then.