dear TS.... please do not write yourself off....keep a lookout for girls whom may be your eventual partner....even if you go into a r/s...doesn't mean you need to commit yourself to marriage...but of course you also shouldn't play with the girl's feelings...can remain as bf and gf first and you two can make love for as much as you want...and if the time if right and you two click well...then decide to tie the knot?